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Generation Disorder

by These Fading Visions

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1.
The Waiting Room 04:29
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Broken, in crumbling walls I'm choking inside this waiting room My Tomb This is My prison, my cage And surely my cemetery My Grave All that I see inside Is collapsing I know, I know I'm not escaping this (I was) Drawn in the silence alone (One by one) We'll be forever waiting (Behind our eyes) Waiting to face what we've done But no one's listening But no one's listening Fuck On the floor I see blood, I see bodies I know I'm next in line But I don't know what waits for me We keep forgetting We keep forgetting to fucking see where we are All that i see inside Is collapsing There's nowhere left to hide No one asking I know, I know I'm not escaping this (I was) Drawn in the silence alone (One by one) We'll be forever waiting (Behind our eyes) Waiting to face what we've done But no one's listening This is where we rest Covered in our sins This is where we rest Waiting for what's next Forever behind our eyes We are undone I know, I know I'm not escaping this (I was) Drawn in the silence alone (One by one) We'll be forever waiting (Behind our eyes) Waiting to face what we've done But no one's listening Broken, in crumbling walls I'm choking inside this waiting room My Tomb Fuck We live and die Inside this waiting room
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My Design 03:27
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Fucked up Where did I come from? Can't get a grip on the shit I'm under I love to dream, not when I dream of problems I like to think that I'm on top of all of them If not the drugs I need order I need a cellophane border Beneath the haze always fighting for more I can't seem to close that fucking door No space to breathe Nothing left to bleed What still remains? Beneath my skin What have I become? Fighting against the hands of time Til I self-destruct It's automatic and I know I know this is my design I saw the world Through innocent eyes I never wanted to change Or live this life Still the record spins The pain it never ends This is a poison That's gonna take every fortune If slowly losing control is all you know then You will fall under the dirt of the world you ruin Beneath my skin What have I become? Fighting against the hands of time Til I self-destruct It's automatic and I know I know this is my design If not the drugs I need order I need a cellophane border Beneath the haze always fighting for more I'll never close this door And I know I know this is my design This is my design
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Love Is Red 03:38
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Her love is laced with gold Her eyes December cold I feel her breathing in my broken soul But she could leave, the devil I know I'm trapped inside, forever waiting For my sublime Spiritual taking In death is where love will reside If in life we learn to love with our eyes Then love must die Deeper and deeper I fall (Into your chemical) Down into nothing at all (The emptiness) I wanna be the one to take control But she commands the way I feel alone And when I hear her speak it rattles every bone My soul is breaking down inside this ritual I've gotta let go because I'm trapped inside, forever waiting For my sublime Spiritual taking In death is where love will reside If in life we learn to love with our eyes Then love must die Maybe I'm fading I'll never know the truth Neither will you I'm trapped inside, forever waiting For my sublime Spiritual taking In death is where love will reside If in life we learn to love with our eyes Then love must die
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Enemy 03:48
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Living on the inside Living on the inside Enemy Who am I to blame you? Because I buried you, I buried you I'm not the fucking one to judge you Sitting inside my head, you and I We share these eyes, side by side And now I see this is not my reality I see your washed up chemicals Drifting beneath the stone You were wild but never free RIP Enemy Living on the inside whispering endlessly RIP Enemy Looking at your gravesite, honestly set me free RIP Enemy GO Addicted, I love to get sick I never get enough of the bullshit What does this throne behold, I'm done I'm letting go Nobody holds me back from becoming animal I see your washed up chemicals Drifting beneath the stone You were wild but never free RIP Enemy Living on the inside whispering endlessly RIP Enemy Looking at your gravesite, honestly set me free RIP Enemy There's nothing left above the dirt for you to control You can take my name but not my soul You tried to drag me under but here I am I see your washed up chemicals Drifting beneath the stone You were wild but never free RIP Enemy Living on the inside whispering endlessly RIP Enemy Looking at your gravesite, honestly set me free RIP Enemy
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Contagion 03:37
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Where you go I will bleach the streets Even though you reside in me How I dream of a cure for you And the sickness inside of me All doctored up to die We're really one of a kind You are the virus killing me And I'm your sanctuary Contagion, anxious to be free To feed my fallacies The slave and the mastermind We're all wearing the same disguise Blurry faces we make believe Start to stand a bit taller cause we're All doctored up to die We're really one of a kind You are the virus killing me And I'm your sanctuary Contagion, anxious to be free To feed my fallacies This is the end of all I've known Swallowing vicious cycles You are the virus killing me My contagion Can you see all your damage underneath Take a bow, we're not human now WHAT You are the virus killing me And I'm your sanctuary You are the virus killing me You are the virus killing me And I'm your sanctuary Contagion, anxious to be free To feed my fallacies This is the end of all I've known Swallowing vicious cycles You are the virus killing me My contagion
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Elsewhere 04:06
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I can't feel the things you want me to Even when the blood soaks my hands and Nothing ever, nothing ever seems real I can't see the things you want me to Looking through kaleidoscope eyes and No one ever, no one ever sees the way that I do This is my closed-loop hurricane, paper house, stuck in the frame Brittle bones met violent waves No one should fly with a broken wing Don't follow me Don't pull the alarm Count to ten and close your eyes To see what it's like through mine I've found, found my place And it's not here There's nothing to say Nothing to take down with me I've found, found my time And It's not now Angels will sing, never to me I know you You've heard, you have heard my heart No longer here No longer here
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Let Me Out 02:17
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Can you tell me where I am? Stabbed in the back again But this time You can't even see the knife You don't know me anymore It's time to get it through your head So this is how I feel Left alone with a black and blue heart Sick and tired of picking myself back up When you finally see There's only ice in my veins You're gonna know exactly how it feels to Want To die Alone Cause I'm trapped within myself Let me out Let me out I swear I'm on my knees I'm begging I'm pleading Please just please release Let me out Let me out I can't take it, Let me burn Sinking below the mud I need To die Alone Cause I'm trapped within myself No way out No way out out I'll only bring us down I'm breaking I'm freezing Please just please release Let me out Let me out I can't take it, Let me burn
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Did I Wake Up Yet? 03:54
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I don't know what's real anymore
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Someone Like Me 03:40
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Alone in my head once again and No longer afraid of the emptiness But now I'm lost, no closure Cause you just had to hold on I almost had all I needed But you took it away I wanna know how someone Someone like me, losing control can finally breathe So let me go You break me down when I need isolation I think it's time you let me go So let go So here we are with a rope in between Tied to our hearts with no hole for the air they need You don't have what I need Hold a little tighter and I'll bleed I almost had all I needed But you took it away I almost had all I needed Now it's gone I wanna know how someone Someone like me, losing control can finally breathe So let me go You break me down when I need isolation I think it's time you let me go So let go This time I won't take your hand so Get your claws out of me I don't know why I have to feel You need to lose your grip I feel like you won't even understand Cause in the end the only one It really matters to is me I wanna know I wanna know how someone Someone like me, losing control can finally breathe So let me go You break me down when I need isolation I think it's time you let me go So let go
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The Circle 03:47
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Every story is ending Ending up in the same old storm Is this the way we're gonna go? I guess we'll never know Chasing our disasters Never free Always running faster Cause we believe The next step is all that we need The next step is all that we We build a life inside a circle Repeating words until they mean nothing We can't escape our history so we drown Over and over Push and pull the misery At war with time We'll be the casualty Push and pull the misery Why do we fight over and over? We're a natural disaster Ripping through the next chapter We can't decide what will matter more This is the price of war This is the price of war We wage war against our sentience We build a life inside a circle Repeating words until they mean nothing We can't escape our history so we drown Over and over Push and pull the misery At war with time We'll be the casualty Push and pull the misery Why do we fight over and over? Do we step left right left To the sound of our regrets? Do we dance, dance with death Til we're down and out of breath? How long? Do we step left right left To the sound of our regrets? Do we dance, dance with death Til we're down and out of breath? How long? How long?

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released March 25, 2022

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These Fading Visions Milwaukee, Wisconsin

These Fading Visions is a metalcore band from the midwest. The band consists of Justin Wiedower (Vocals), Chase Kendall (Guitar), & Delaney Jaster (Drums). Visions is back and better than ever to kick off 2024! Our brand new debut full length album "Generation Disorder" is out now on all platforms! ... more

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